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I have been sick for almost a month now, its gotten to the point that it hurts to much to breath, my body is in a lot of pain from all the coughing, my lungs just arnt doing so well. There is alot of pressure on them from the front and back. no fair.
Today is the superbowl. whatever that means.
Yesterday me and mandy moore decided to go to a show in Mullica Hill
we got there and it was filled with 12 year olds. so we left. Drove to franklinville and went to the show there. Left after a bit and drove back to drove back to Deptford for another show! haha. It was a hardcore show, and there were kids with blood all over the place. So many fights break out its ridiculous. One person accidentally shoves another and all of a sudden its a brawl. They couldn't possibly be fighting over something intelligent.
They are in the same building, watching the same bands and doing the same dance, they are very similiar to each other. so why fight? one looked wrong at the other? so dumb.
besides all that me and mandys sleep over was fun, im really glad me and her are starting to build a friendship.
Ive been working concerts at camden county college, and my cousin is going to try and get me a job at the troc. which would be amazing. Ive got my foot in the music industry but its going to take alot more than that to be successful.
Im going to wait for the snow to clear before I start modeling again. I figure it would be much easier to do, since i have to drive back and forth to philly for it.
I wanna get out of this house, but it seems like its not happening. I love this house, but im ready for a stable one, one that i know is going to be my house forever. Even though when I find the guy im going to marry ill move again, but i want something stable to always be able to come home too.
I wanna redo my room, i need a change of environment.
I wanna meet more people, and by doing that, sitting at home will get me no where. I figure i would start attending more shows instead of just my friends shows. I always met people that way before. I love people. I love making friends and seeing them at random places.
Some weird ass ugly ghetto kid last night kept askin me and mandy for our names, he told us he would wear tight ass pants if his large penis could fit in them for us if that would make us give him our names.
So mandy says our names our " estelle and zoe "
and the kid goes... oh thats cute your fuckin teletubbies!
haha what a nerd.
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