I've always been self-deprecating, and I rarely stand up for myself. I stand up for other people, but when things are said about me, even to me, I usually just accept it, or even believe it
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We're basically twins. I want to come to Woodbridge. (or you can come up to Arlington while I'm home. or to WV while I'm here. or something.) But it needs to happen, and I think we should probably get fucked up one way or another. We deserve it :)
Hey Audra, This is Sarah. The one that dated Mike and Ryan and is Melissa's sister. I came across your journal through mindless LJ hopping in boredom. I found it interesting that I just wrote a whole letter to my counselor pretty much using the words "bitter" "jealousy" and "insecurity." Always nice to see I'm not the only crazy out there :D ! Fight those devilish feelings, woooo.
Btw, I discovered through mindless myspace hopping (we begin to see I lack a life), that my boyfriend met your boyfriend once through a mutual friend. Somehow, you always are connected to my life and I think you are stalking me. Good day.
Haha, I feel like you can't be alive and aware of what's happening in the world without feeling some bitterness, etc. Who's your boyfriend? And who's their mutual friend? Haha. I promise I'm not a stalker. I'm far too lazy and disorganized for that.
Oh, okay. Jeff didn't recognize his name, but I'm sure if he saw a picture he'd remember. And I don't like to think about Portia, haha. (it's the jealousy/insecurity thing)
Oh well. Do you mind if I add you on here? I deleted my old journal and now have about 2.5 friends on lj. lame!
I always think and talk about "life" in the future tense. But what am I doing right now? What have I spent 20 years doing? Am I going to die, still waiting for something to "start"?
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This is Sarah. The one that dated Mike and Ryan and is Melissa's sister. I came across your journal through mindless LJ hopping in boredom. I found it interesting that I just wrote a whole letter to my counselor pretty much using the words "bitter" "jealousy" and "insecurity." Always nice to see I'm not the only crazy out there :D ! Fight those devilish feelings, woooo.
Btw, I discovered through mindless myspace hopping (we begin to see I lack a life), that my boyfriend met your boyfriend once through a mutual friend. Somehow, you always are connected to my life and I think you are stalking me. Good day.
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Who's your boyfriend? And who's their mutual friend? Haha. I promise I'm not a stalker. I'm far too lazy and disorganized for that.
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Oh well. Do you mind if I add you on here? I deleted my old journal and now have about 2.5 friends on lj. lame!
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Seriously. I am in the same place right now. :/
I'm thinking about you. <333
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