roarrrr!!!!!
arrrghhhh!!! i'm so angry!!!!
i just found out my bestfriend just got a new boyfriend and she didn't even tell me about it!!
and how did i know?? from Friendfuckingster!!
no, she didn't leave me a message or something in there but she actually mentioned something about how she misses her 'baby' in her profile and i was like, omg is she referring to her lover or something?? then i read all her testimonials and saw one that came from this guy saying "i love you" & other mushy things to her. and i, being so curious bout that, hopped in his page to find out more, and guess what i found? he's mentioning my bestfriend's name as his gf!
bahh!!! just as i thought, that guy IS REALLY HER BOYFRIEND!!
it's not that i'm jealous or i didn't like that guy or whatever but.. how come i hadn't been told bout it?? haa???!!!
nak tunggu sampai biler baru nak bagitau kat aku??! grrrrrr!!!!!
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i dunno what to say.
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i still dunno what to say.
*took a deep breath* ......... *exhaled*
ok now i know what to say. i'm not quite sure if you're reading this but i know that u know this is my journal, right? u've texted me once saying u've read my journal and asking to write more. so, i guess if you're not busy spending time with your bf, u might read it.
dear, I AM YOUR BESTFRIEND for God's sake! we've known each other since we're in form 2! and our house is so near to each other!! but yet we're still so far, right? since u hardly come home, and right now u're doing your practical some more.. yeah, our friendship has been jauh di mata, jauh di hati as time goes by.
but u know what, i care about u just as much as the time when we were still schooling, where we see each other everyday, gossipping, talked about craps, skipped school, hanging out... ohh how i missed those days.
ok enough with that trip down memory lane.
why u didn't tell me about your bf? i want to know about your bf!! i know laa i'm far away from u, but don't u know how to use the handphone?? how to dial my number?? how to send sms?? saying u got a new bf?? just tell me! i wanna know bout your life there. i wanna know bout how u've been done lately. i wanna know if you're happy or the other way round. in fact, i wanna know everything bout u! is that wrong?
ok i think i just have to stop ranting right now. woop i see too many "!!!!!". pardon the way i write yah. i can't write well u know. although i wish i could.
so, take care now, bye-bye then.
p/s: Bat, if you're reading this, i'm going to A'Famosa tomorrow petang. that's Friday petang. sorry i didn't told u earlier, i thought we can go online tonight. :( miss u..