:'(
I was hurt over that one comment. It was silly, I know it, and I understand that after I finally go down from my painful cramps ;^; Always so sensitive on my period TT^TT But I always posted on detox. I love detox, so why laughing over me posting there? I feel like my work being... what did you called it on english, disregarded? I was all silent when the deleting post comes up, just because I want to respect them as mod, and I want no chaos because I'm still in love with detox. Is this how I treated after my consideration? I was almost crying when I read it this morning before my class. I'm all alone reading it through my phone with cramps, it made me close to tears. Close. I always posted my works on detox. Detox is like my writing mother, the one who nurture my writing muse. What is so wrong about posting it there? *sobs*
Now that I'm not in pain yet again I realized that how silly of me to think about being disregarded or what. It's just a spur of the moment, or I believe so or at least that's what I want to believe to be true, because if it's not, well beware of mad flow. me on period is not the nicest person on earth. Because of the chaos, the everybody being hot headed. And when you're angry, your body could do anything you want without your brain realize it. Because I did it before this.
I just hope everythings going to be just fine from now on. Good atmosphere is good for my poor health :')
So sorry for ranting TTATT *goes back to my development psychology ASSg*
PS: I'll still post on detox. But not detox exclusive anymore like I did for my emergence before. I shall cross-posted it on complex, just because many of the great author and members decided to move there. I'm so sad over the fact that this problems leads into so many great author leaving detox. The dickhead previous mod surely ruin my precious detox TT^TT
PSS: Is this the reason why I lost my reader recently? Because I only posted emergence on detox? Just when I finally being serious on writing one fiction at a time T^T