I was sitting on my front porch tonight for the first time in months. I can't believe it's Christmas Eve. Its so completely warm and beautiful out - I feel like I should be in Florida and not in Massachusetts where I really am. How strange ( Read more... )

LisaJT196 [1:08 PM]: whats that thing where someone has sex with trees ( Read more... )

Am I the only one who things that our President George Bush looks like some kind of bird? A parrot, maybe? Ooh, or maybe a parakeet? I think it's the little beaky nose, or those beady eyes.

I can't help it. Whenever I see him on t.v. I can't help but imagine him squawking out, "Polly wanna cracker?!"

Oh god, I need help.

I forgot how good it was to feel like a piece of meat ( Read more... )

I don't really know what's going on with me right now. My emotions are all mixed up. I feel like I'm on this massive happy/sad rollercoaster constantly. I just feel so fucked up and I don't get why. I still miss Matt a lot. Maybe that's a big part of it ( Read more... )

My life has consisted of darkness for the past few weeks, but finally, after many many days, the sun seems to shine through ( Read more... )

lie to me.
convince me that i've been sick forever,
and all this will make sense when i get better.

"How long can a girl be shackled to you?
How long before my dignity is reclaimed?
How long can a girl stay haunted by you?
Soon I'll grow up and I won't even flinch at your name..."-ALANIS, 'Flinch ( Read more... )

2 of my favorite songs at the moment:

Hello
Playground schoolbell rings, again ( Read more... )

I saw Matt for the first time in like 2 weeks on Tuesday...at a wake no less. Go freaking figure. A friend of mine's grandfather died - and Matt knew him also, so of course, we were both there ( Read more... )