so i turned 24 today. i woke up at noon, went to lunch with my family, dropped my car off at my dad's and was back in bed by 4pm. i've been up for about 8 hours today. 8 hours on the 8th. my birthday. oh boy was it a doozy.

everything is cleared. i've been approved. i'm leaving 524 and 524P and i am going on to pursure a new, better suited dream. i am relieved. i am extactic (even if you it doesn't seem like it). i'm stoked. now where's the trashcan so i can rid myself of this folder?

i love you britt, i'm sorry...i'm pulling for you always.

i found a job i want, a school i want to attend in two years, and an amazing pain in the ass from the realization that i am stuck in a program that will take me nowhere i want to be. i have a fabulous plan and i want to go for it. does that mean that i will eat the 3 grand i spent on classes and withdrawl? does this mean that there must be some ( Read more... )

last minute ideas turn out to be rather interesting, even my director thought it was good enough to use. sitting here in silence -- i almost want to scream and i'm not sure why~

there are only 3 holton's left. me by add-in. when i'm the last one, what do i do when i marry? does a name die?

i woke up today and wanted to quit my job and drop out of school ( Read more... )

The New Black ( Read more... )

i am useless today. 6 hours of class ahead of me and i'm useless...i think i hate thursdays.

i'm relieved that it's over. i couldn't convince myself that it was a good thing to persue. if someone would walk into my life that created butterflies again, i wouldn't be opposed, or unnerving. i miss the companion. i miss A companion. i have all there is i ever wanted already in the works...all i'm missing is someone to share it with... ( Read more... )

i got apoxy to finish my last years project.
i got more nouveau yarn to finish one of my most recent projects.
i started a new, copper wire, project today.

i got a new journal, made of all natural paper, that snaps closed and will contain all of my project ideas, including sketches.

i'm happy.