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For all the time I have known, I've never ever never had a friend. People wanted to know me, they called for my attention, lavished them on me but I've never really opened up to anyone but her. I suppose what 'tousan told me before is true; there's no such thing as friends forever. But I just flitted on with my life, like a little butterfly, from friend to friend to friend.
Sakura and I go way back, not as far as Shikamaru and I through. But well enough for us to be called best friends. I thought I should just get on with my life after high school when we split up, literally. She made an effort to call me for half a year but then 'tousan changed the lines and I haven't heard from Saku since. I didn't care. I couldn't forget what she told me, after all the kindness I had showed her, we lost out friendship once over a guy. Someone that I don't particularly care much about now.
It was stupid and childish but I'd never forget the feelings of betrayal. How could she?? How dare she? She would never have become what she is today if not for me. If I had left that girl crying on the sides that day, Haruno Sakura would never become who she is today.
A blossumed bud.
I felt sympathy for her, after all 'tousan had always taught me to be generous and kind. But it seems like the good things we do, never get the good payouts we deserve. I found her journal today, apparently she's at Cross too. I'm not going to be as kind and generous as before. She doesn't need it anymore, anyway.
I hope my dorm mate's someone really rad. Yeah.