you gotta sink to swim

[flowrsandrobots]

to all of my friends - thank you so much for your support and comments.

to you - i will be on tonihgt around 7:30. please don't give up.

to me - i hate you.

the painful realization
that everything has gone wrong
and nobody cares at all.

Comments

[shloopah]

::big kiss::
i love you. [mucho.]

Re:

[flowrsandrobots]

gracias.
<3

xoxo

i dont even have to say anything...

[ziggysgirl]

so i will, i love you. you need to get in touch with me sooner or later. this whole avoiding me business isnt working out very well for me.

and shane, you have to look on the bright side of this. at least you arent in a shitty band whose name used to be nevaeh(heaven backwards) who also, after much fun-making, is changing their name to something even more profoundly stupid.

i love you.
get your stupid phone fixed and call me.

love,
ryan

xoxo <--(see that? yeah thats right, im cool too)

Re: i dont even have to say anything...

[flowrsandrobots]

i will have my phone fixed by thursday.
i love you too ryan.

xoxo

[fadedpaperheart]

shouldn't be a realization. . . because someone does care. i know i'm not that important, but that someone is me. . .
xo

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[flowrsandrobots]

thank you dear.
i appreciate it.
i always do.

xoxo

[lipstiknbruisez]

i ahve this magic wand that these people bought me...
it works wonders on the sad and the lonely...
i could help ya ;o)

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[flowrsandrobots]

well apparently it also magically made me sad and lonely

...but i appreciate the sentiment.

it doenst happen to make people magically care about you again does it?
cuz if so i'll take 5.

xoxo

well by reading you're journal

[emosiren]

we do both seem to be in a slump...
but we can cheer each other up
..and show me how truly ass rockin you can be...lol

by the way i added you to my friends list

your to be friend,
rebecca

Re: well by reading you're journal

[flowrsandrobots]

its so true.
i rock so many assed into the future, i dont know how much ass rockin can get done when i'm this miserable though

we shall see

xo

Re: well by reading you're journal

[emosiren]

sorry to hear that you are so miserable...
i'll do my best to cheer you up even though
i'm not in the best of situations either..
everything will be better soon.
hopefully
for the both of us.

And that's how I learned the lesson that everyone's alone
And your eyes must do some rainin if you're ever gonna grow
But when cryin don't help you can't compose yourself it's best to compose a poem
An honest verse of longing or a simple song of hope
That's why I'm singing baby don't worry cuz now i've got your back
And everytime you feel like crying I'm gonna try and make you laugh
And if I can't if it just hurts to bad then we'll wait for it to pass
And I will keep you company throught those days so long and black

song I thought which came to my head that seems like it fits

xo

-rebecca

Re: well by reading you're journal

[flowrsandrobots]

gracias.
a wondeful song indeed.

xo