alooooooooooooone!!!
i hate how everybody's gone, and nobody wants to be with me. i haven't had a bf since iono....last summer....no alex and adrian don't count. and summer's gone.....
and i feel like i'm losing u summer!!!
and amber and crystal are in NY...
and i feel so alone, and o yes lets not forget the loving people at mcp. i mean most of my friends aren't even really my friends, i mean, i know it sounds weird but i think i must have done somthing for everyone in my life to just start hating me....and ofcourse there's my mom, who i can't really argue with because i'll feel bad if i argue with her, she's too sick. and god, i just feel so dead, and i just want to leave everything.
but it's raining, and that makes me a little better, because i luv the rain.