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flttrs_eyelshs

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Oct 21, 2004 17:39

Today has been like the worst day of my life. I wanted to hang out with Lauren, who I've had plans with for like ever, but she went to Sarah's. And speaking of Sarah-she is the PRETTIEST and one of the NICEST girls I know, which is suprising because she's just that-a girl- but for some reason, her and my boyfriend Nick don't get along ( Read more... )

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e_rr_o_r_s October 21 2004, 18:53:38 UTC

of course. that is what everyone wants.
but, and keep with me on this because i am having trouble explaining this, in order to have a friend with those qualitys you will have to illustrate them yourself.
do you understand what i am saying?
and i am not trying to indicate that you are a bad friend but just everything needs to be mutual in order it to work out.
please don't take this as a negative comment.

<3

flttrs_eyelshs October 21 2004, 20:54:41 UTC

Don't worry-I'm not taking it as a negitive comment and I understand completely that both ppl would have to work at it. I was talking to Nick earlier and he said that he'd always be there for me, which is considerate, but not the same. I don't think that you'd make out, etc. with your best friend though... anways...Back to what you were saying, I agree.

This is my shout out! boyz_bware October 21 2004, 21:01:44 UTC

hunny, you know your my number 1! i am talking to u in a serious voice, proubly the most serious of my life. I love you! Today, i thought i lost you. I though i was now and forever on my own! For the first time in a year and i half, i had no reason too live! MAtt ( who isnt even close to as important to u) was lost too me, and i didnt have you too fall back on. for the first time in one and a half years, i didnt have you catching me when i fell down, and i hit the ground...hard. For anyone else, this seems like the most stupid pointless letter they have ever read, but i know that you understand! U r truely my one and my only. Boys in our lives will come and go, other friends will pass by, but u and i, we will be forever! Call me tonight hunn! i dont care wut time, just call me! let me just tell you incase you dont know, this is my shout out to u, can i please be your best friend?

Re: This is my shout out! flttrs_eyelshs October 21 2004, 21:17:56 UTC

What happened with you and Matt? Tell _ _ _ _ _ _ to fuck off if that's the situation-I have no patience anymore for her "worldwide epidemic". She can overcome that issue. I felt as if you were replacing my with Sarah-and please don't ask how could I think that-the real question is how could I not? Have you realized we never talk anymore? Today was suposed to be our day, explain in depth what happened. Nick's grandma gave me a ride home and after that I sat around watching finding nemo. Then I took a bath, and sat in there for like 2 1/2 hours. Then, I felt a miniscule amount better. You know we suposed to find that THING out today. It was really important to me that you were there, then you weren't. I hit just as hard as you. I love Nick more that anything a lot of the time, but when I felt like he was the only one who cared and that my best friend didn't anymore-that sucked. You, Robyn, and Sarah all went off and did whatever-and by the way-Briezen really needed to talk to you about Lance and everything so maybe next ( ... )

Re: This is my shout out! boyz_bware October 22 2004, 14:07:47 UTC

Ohh hunny! you know i would never replace you with Sarah. First of all, i mean Sarahs great and all, but this whole aj thing is really chapping my ass! lol! but seriously, u know how much i love you. I really wanted to hang out with you yesterday 2, but then Nick was all like" in 99.9% positve thats its not gunna happen" then he (and u) were all acting like you didnt want me to be around, and thats the only reason i went home with Sarah. If fact i sat there and said "Jenn did it again" so she was just like " come home with me hunny" so i did. Plus you were all talking about how u guys had plans today and i felt like taht was your way of sayind : we already have plans together, so go away!" Then you called me and you were like" im not gunna go to the gaem, im just gunna saty home" and didnt know what to do. I couldnt get a ride home until 10 anyways so i was screwed. wow, this is so overwheleming. But can i say stuff without u getting mad? well i hope so cuz im gunna. OK well you know how senesitive i amj, and insecure. So please try ( ... )