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[fluffedup]

i think. i under-use this journal extremely
it harbours all my hopes, more of my sorrows, tinge of my happiness
i cant really decide if diaryland or lj reflects my persona more

i had a bad day yesterday
wish i could sing a sad song and turn it around
i did actually. i placed our song on replay on my journey way back home

just when i thought, i

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[dancingupastorm]

understanding is the sum of our misunderstandings.

as long as you know deep down in your heart that at the end of the day, your parents do really care and want the best for their child - like me and my father you know. :)

[fluffedup]

sigh i know. but it's rather complicated now. this whole results situation at home. the last i heard of, my mom thought my uncle was trying to gloat to her about his daughter's BETTER results (cos this is the only time she did better than me since PSLE, O's whatever), she started THROWING plates at my grandma's. i was at work that day. please. im freaked out.

chatted with my uncle and aunt over supper till 2am.
i talked so much my aunt insisted on ordering $4.50 mineral water for me
like wth, what kind of ancient water is that! haha. $4.50 leh!

[aureate_chic]

It's not silly to follow what our hearts want. My mother has always been unsupportive of my artistic pursuits, and I have never dreamt that I would one day go to uni applying for an Art course, with the approval of my mother.

Go and shine in what you are best in, 'melia, and one day she will see how truly happy you are doing what you love. It hurts when parents are not exactly happy about what we choose, but take heart in knowing that they feel that way because they love us.

Stay strong and keep painting, because somebody with a talent like yours should never doubt the existence of it.

[fluffedup]

i wish she could see how much happiness it brings me. seriously.
again, everything's damn complicated right now.
sometimes, i dont even bother explaining cos it's so extended. so elaborate. i took 3hours odd with my uncle and aunt just to tell them everything

[chanelesque]

hello amelia! :) this is xiaoqi. i still remember there was one time long long ago when i kept seeing you in bukit batok swimming complex and jurong point's pizza hut :D i forgot the url of your diaryland journal.

i used to think my mum was always unreasonable, it took some years for me to stop hating her for it and start to understand why she acts the way she does. your mother is probably doing what she thinks it's best for you. i'm not saying that you therefore shouldn't fight over her control in your life, but it helps to look at things from her point of view. rather than thinking that she controls your life with an iron fist, you know that she loves and cares for you. gives you some peace within yourself, the better to drive yourself forward and achieve your goal.

you've always been the artsy one in class, here's giving you hope and determination to chase your dreams :)

added you btw :)

[fluffedup]

HEY (:
i havent seen you in agessss. how are you?
im still at fluffed-up.diaryland.com

i hope life's been kind to you.
and thankyou for all the encouragements, i really appreciate it (: