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[fluffheadjam]

i laugh to myself, and realize my future is wide open. i can do so many things, but im so afraid to choose. im so afraid to pick something. whether it may be a job, more school, something in industy or even military, i tremble at choosing. i dont believe its my choice. i know i will have to pick, time is flying and so is this summer. when i

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[chaossquared]

Loneliness is one of the hardest things my friend. When I had my back surgery there were times when people were at work all day and I was with myself, motionless, and things do get crazy, and the nightmares do creep in. At this apartment now, my mother is never here, just me and my thoughts mostly. You will do ok Adam, you are a strong person, and time will slip before you know it.

As for sleep, my schedule is so screwed up... some days I'll only get 2-3 hours, others I'll get 11. Sometime last week I was awake for 44 hours. That was crazy. D&D hopefully will be mid June. I posted a while back... I still need to find when is good for Thad, since it'll be at his place. If everything goes well, I won't be with the city much longer either. I can't wait for a normal schedule.

Take it easy brother, and I'll try calling you soon.

first off...

[somelikeitthom]

don't look at me! i'm just another player in this crazy D&D mayhem. but it will be, it will be.

don't be anxious about the future, because all it brings you is fear and possible ulcers. God will take care of you, brother. just have the courage to take a step, and watch in amazement as our Father walks with you.

personally, i really enjoyed episode 3. not as much as, say, stusan. but it was good. my personal fave is still return of the jedi, though. even if lucas did f up the end on the dvd.

i can't wait to see you again, brother. i'm muy excited-o.

you're my brother, you are loved, and you are prayed for.

peace.

[poetlantern]

I miss you, friend. Let me know when you'll be in the Corner and I'll make it a point to try and be there, too. I love you, my brother. I hope you know that.

[lil_wing]

hey, welcome to my world, except i have been refusing to make choices for a whole year now. and youare right, it is fear to choose, I dodn't realise that now, i thought there aren't enough options, but in fact it's just that i'm scared to get started on real life in case it doesn't work out and i have to start all over again.

good luck to you, hope you get what you want xxx