Not only is tomarrow my birthday, but it is also my last day of work. I am so happy. I have alot to do over the weekend to prepare for school on Monday. I have to study for tests and all kinds of things.

I am happy that some of the stress is going to be going away. Tonight i am going to stay at Zacks house. Even though I have to work from 10am to 6 ( Read more... )

Understanding myself is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure. I cannot start to understand why I am so emotional. Or way events make such an impact on my life. Why I let thing hurt me emotionally everysingle time. I am so emotionally drained that i cannot even function.

I just want to be my normal self again. I know that I should resolve ( Read more... )

Living...

I love it when I am at Zack's house. I feel so at home and loved it is not even funny. Zack is getting ready to go to work and Im going to be here by myself for a while untill His grandmother comes back from eatting lunch with Conner.

Tonight, I am picking Zack up from work and we and Jeffery are going to see a movie tonight at 10:00. I should have ( Read more... )

Today I slept untill 2pm. Then I worked on homework and went to Walmart with mom. Now I is about one oclock and I need to go to sleep so I can go to school in the morning. I did not realize that my bday was so close. I am ready to have a break from work. I am so happy that I put in my two weeks notice.

I need to find some time to see Lee. I miss ( Read more... )

Zacks mom does not want me to leave my job because I will not be able to come over here as much. and she likes it when i come over. that makes me feel special. I love them so much.

I gave my two week notice today. I am happy and sad all at the same time. One part of me is saying that i am over reacting and that everything is completely fine. Also, they are going to need me over christmas. Then the other half of me is saying that I hate wrokign there and that i do not want to go to work every single day believeing that I am ( Read more... )

I hate WORK!!! I am so puttng in my two weeks notice. My mom says i should just leave, But I do not know what would be the best decision. I mean I do not want to just leave and not have anyone to fill in. But I hate it there. Mr. Marshall is ... well I do not know what he is. Frankly I do not want to work there anymore. I hate it. I need the money ( Read more... )

Work is stupid. Ok so I screwed up and did not get somethings done and well It is not my fault. There was not enough time to do it. The meeting was all about how I did not do things. Well I cannot do things if i do not know the password. Little hard. But then I cannot call anyone to get the password because well Mr. Marshall would yell his head off ( Read more... )

Well Nothing has changed. Other than Zack and I had a good heart to heart and well i am more happy than I have been. I wish that I could make him happier But he understands and I gyuess that is all that matters.

School is ok. Accounting is hard but the good news is that i am not the only person that is having a hard time in that class. Lit was ok. ( Read more... )