Today started out great. First, woke up with Zack beside me yet again. Then I realized I had to drop off the keys before we went out with his family. Well when i went in Mrs. Jackson was talking to me about Friday. I feel really bad about everything. I feel like I am causing trouble. I just do not know what to do about it all. Anyways, She talked ( Read more... )

I Just do not know if this job is going to work out for me. I think that I need to tell Marshall that I just cannot handel all of the work required for the job. Today I was working my ass off. Needless to say Robison was bitching about me to brandon, and well It just bothered me alot. I asked a simple question about where we were in the stock room ( Read more... )

I turned in my two weeks notice at FDS because I thought i was going to fail my classes and have to pay for all of my college. Plus, stress and an ass of a DM. Today, *sidenote a day early than we are supost to get our grades* I find out that not only did I pass my five summer classes, I also made the Freaking DEAN'S LIST!!!! Omg. I do not even ( Read more... )

Zacks grandmother told me that the other night when I was not here that he could not go to sleep. She thinks it is because I was not with him. I know that I could not sleep without him.

The new job is ok. I just did not like having to stand there all day even when there was nobody there. I have to go to work at 3 today. I just want something to do ( Read more... )

Well I have so much stuff to do. I was interviewed to day and on Monday I have to take my new hire packet to Eckerds. OMG I just cannot believe it. Then I have to get my Isbn numbers for my school boooks because I refuse to pay an arm and a leg for all of this stuff ( Read more... )

Finals should I say anymore. Also, Interview tomarrow at 1045am Cool cool I know. Well I have to do a few things soon..

Then off to studying.

I cannot wait for my two week vacation. Even though Ihave to to alot of stuff.

Two more days and i am done with Summer Classes. Thank Goodness. I do not believe I could handel anymore. 
Just finished making 90 note cards and I still am not done with studying for Bio Exam

The other day I stoped by the Family Dollar and you knwo the dm was there and he called me a Quitter. I wanted fuss at him. But I kept my cool. Really I did. ( Read more... )

Last night Zack and I talked and everything is good now. I am so relieved. Now if everythign at home is fixed i would be even better.

Showers are amazing.

Today I went to walmart and bought a pair of crap shoes because I did not have any tennis shoes here and i needed them for a feild trip today.  The trip was good. Lots of walking. Stupid  ( Read more... )

I feel like a magnet that attracts bad events. The more I think about it the more it makes since. So many bad things have happened around me and most of the time I am considered to be the cause. So what is wrong with me. That I do not know.

Every single time I come home it never fails. There is always something I have done wrong... always something for me to feel bad about. I am really getting tired of it all. I mean I hate comming home seeing someone I care about, despite alll the shit she puts me through, unhappy. Then when you ask someone that has been there, the reply is "I am ( Read more... )