Bad: I am so tired. My sunburn hurts. I don't want to be here ( Read more... )

This weekend has been ridiculous in many aspects that are in truth not ridiculous at all. I got to hang out with some people on Friday that I know and love but never see outside the sweat shop that is drama/school. Then Saturday was even more ridiculous because I hung out with people that I've known as aquaintances but never as good friends. I have ( Read more... )

Why is it that all the good garbage songs are all depressive so if you want to sing along or perhaps type one up in your livejournal as a sign that you love garbage you have to sound all emo. there are times when i wholeheartedly identify with them, when I can find bits of my life to fit every lyric, but there are also times when i just like to ( Read more... )

It's been quite some time since I've actually stayed down here in the freezing wilderness of my basement in order to write something other than a school paper. And there have been many ( Read more... )

I feel like shit shit shit. My life is going around in circles. Circles that make my stomach hurt and my brain ache. I disgust myself everyday. I promise myself that tomorrow will be different, I can fix everything. It will all be ok. But it never is in the end. I've lost control and I don't know what to do. I can feel the sickness and shame on ( Read more... )

I'm so awake. It's midnight and all of my friends are somewhere else. I wish we still had sleepovers to end our nights with. Now I just go home and the only ones who don't mind staying up with me are my dogs. Mr. Jones and the old man ( Read more... )

Oh man I just read Tschoppy's update about his retreat and now I'm all giddy and happy. I'm so glad there is someone who can back me up now when i try and explain the erie and wonderful transformation that you go through at these things. It's really inexplicable is the problem, you just kind of have to see for yourself and it's hard to get people ( Read more... )

If anyone would be willing to make a child happy this is all you have to do ( Read more... )

Well at least I have my introduction done. At least I know where I'm going with this damned thing. Hah! As if anyone knows where the hell they are going with their dbq until they get to the conlcusion, which you are techniquly supposed to write in the beginning along wiht your intro. Anyway I remembered that my Gatsby packet isn't due till ( Read more... )

New Year's was fun except I didn't appreciate having to wake up early this morning. Damn those dykes and how they leave early ( Read more... )