about idol hiatus...
a bad day?
frustrating day?
actually... its a sad day...
it's not because i was late after kachou said that lates and absents wa zettai ni yurusenaidesu (hai it's unforgivable)
it's a sad day because of the news i saw at facebook (that's why i hate facebook )
i still remember, as if it happen yesterday... during college days (about 13 years ago) i really like this taiwanese member of girl and boy group (hai! 5 boys 2 girls)
but due to rumors... she quit... i was sad, i desperately search for an update about her... its heartbreaking...
then someone online... someone younger than me, told me that that's life... i have to learn how to let go and wish my idol happiness
even though that was the first and last time i talked with her... i hold on to what she said... that's why i rarely, almost never cry for something even someone i lost...
because for every goodbye, there's always HELLO :)
right now i really really like 6 groups from johnnys... demo, after years of being in-active... i can't keep up with them... i can't watch all of their shows (i know real life sucks)... i simply don't have the time
i am interested with another group outside johnnys.. but johnnys alone is too much for me...
i know everyone will hate me for saying this... but if a group will go on hiatus or retired... then i will have time to follow a new group...
i can say this because... love is love... there's no other way to explain it...
my love for those group or artist will never change... i survive up until now, thanks to their music... because they worked so hard to give up happiness
then as a fan... the only thing we can do is to respect them, wish them happiness...
and patiently wait for them to come back
圭人と嵐の幸せを祈ります。頑張ってください!!!
待ちます ^_^