Just for the record...
The new My Chemical Romance C.D...
FUCKING ROCKS.

I wrote a blog on here a couple of days ago on the topic of Robert and I moving out of our house to save money, and everything. And I made it sound like I was completly okay and excited. And honestly, I was lying. And it's come to my attention that I've been taking it rather immature and very untrusting. I felt betrayed, I felt like he was breaking ( Read more... )

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should I let you fall?
Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can't keep believing,
We're only deceiving ourselves .
And I'm sick of the lie,
And you're too late.

Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
( Read more... )

Wow...It's been a really long time since i've written in this last. So much...
Well where to begin? Robert and I are still together, it's going on a year and hlaf on November 19th. <3 Still in love, I cooked hima  romantic dinner last night with candles and wine and stuff. hehe...It was nice. We played some videa games then went to bed. lol ( Read more... )

Oye, this sucks. I'm still beyond sick! And i'm working a freaking double tomorrow! Oh well, we need the money. At least i'm paying the bills. Bla. Our landlords won't let us get any kind of animal, so we can't our ferrit. So we're going to be looking for a new place to live, because I want an animal. And besides this house is so freaking old, ( Read more... )

No really I am. I've been sick for the past couple of days and i'm tired b/c i can't sleep ( Read more... )

Under your spell again.
I can't say no to you.
Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand.
I can't say no to you.

Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly.
Now I can't let go of this DREAM.
I can't breathe but I feel...

Good enough,
I feel good enough for you.

Drink up sweet decadence.
I can't say no to you,
And I've completely lost myself, and I don't ( Read more... )

Nothing like coming home from work early b/c you feel like shit, but then to see your boyfriend talking with his ex girlfriend online, then giving you that look like his hands were caught in the cookie jar. He said he was contacting her to talk and get advice on how to change b/c all we do is fight with the desicions he makes. His heart was in the ( Read more... )

Well Robert got another job! So now he has two jobs! I'm so freaking proud of him. Mondays and Tuesday he has off at one job so the other is he going to work there, it's perfect for him, b/c he still gets nights off and he goes in later at the other job! Anyways, season is finally picking up so I can't wait till I'm finally making money money money ( Read more... )

So, I'm beyond upset over everything that has happenned in the past week. Robert basically lost his job, and now, the money we saved up for my Modeling convention has to go towards rent. So now, I can't go. I'm sick of everything turning out like shit on my end of everything, but hey that's life right? Robert and I plan on moving back in with our ( Read more... )