got back from fairmount last night at about five. i also dropped off my film on the way home, so i already have it back. i am going to go back tomorrow for the memorial service. i always get so so sad. i was really depressed while driving home last night. it wrecks me to leave. and it was cold and rainy, which made it even worse ( Read more... )

praise allah, the time has finally come. i still have to pack, finish up some prints, shower, go to school, and pray to the rain gods that it will not rain all weekend. i so want it to be chilly, but not rainy and chilly. come on, jimmy, smile down me, k?

see you suckers (well, isabel and kevin, ha) in fairmount, indiana, the happiest place on

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i officially name today "rufus wainwright day." why? you may be asking yourself. because today is the day we all get to bask in the sunshine of his fanfuckingtastic new album. you may join me in saying "fabulous job, rufus dear." he also thanked cherry vanilla in his thank you's. she is so fucking awesome. sweetest lady ever ( Read more... )

i had a great time in california. the only way it could have been any better was if i could have met up with isabel or pamela. neither happened ( Read more... )

back from cards with the boys, zachie and pam. watched margaret cho, both of her dvd's since i was bored and you can only have four players for euchre. that is about it ( Read more... )

today i woke up at eleven. i cannot believe i slept that long. i was amazed. i got up, checked my email and then remembered that i was supposed to head up to the museum and have lunch with somebody i used to work with. so i did my hair in a flash, luckily it looked damn good anyway and sped my way to the museum. had a yum lunch. showed pictures of ( Read more... )

i hate that i remember details. little insignificant things about people and places. i remember the first time i ever talked to him. and how his voice sounded when he said "i love you." i also remember the last time i truly believed what he was saying. it all was so long ago, yet things bring it back to me like it was yesterday.

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happy birthday, dear livejournal ( Read more... )