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we spend our lives waiting, waiting for things that might not even occur
and after the night out yesterday with pris and ade, i think i found a piece of myself again. its been a rough ride searching for people who empathizes with me. not everything nor everyone is picture perfect as how they appear to be. these days, perfection is what drives me away ( Read more... ) -
I'm gonna run till you can't walk
you start to wonder why you're here not there.
and you'd give anything to get what's fair.
but fair ain't what you really need.
oh, can you see what i see? -
Untie the weight bags
the weather in the city is warming up, as how i'm fitting in this crowd.
at least that's what it holds for me.
and when the days turn cold, that's when i know,
i've outstayed my stint. -
I'm chasing stars and I know it
haven't been here in a long while and i figured its time i write something all over again - for myself. i like penning down my thoughts. what makes it even better is the ability for me to feel the same emotions all over again when i track back all the old entries that i've got written down in this space. virtual as it is, it provides solace for me ( Read more... ) -
We all need soulmates/solemates
i can't put myself into the shoes of so many others. i could try fitting myself in, and probably end up tripping after taking a couple of steps. -
Individualism
i feel kinda fucked up right now. i need to talk and relate to people like how i used to, i find myself clamming up unknowingly these days. i either have naught to say, or have so much to mention that i've no idea where to start ( Read more... ) -
What about now?
i value my privacy to an incredibly insane extent these days. i hate being disturbed, dislike feeling like somebody has just invaded my personal space or my quality alone time. why are humans so insensitive lately? i'm getting calls relating to work even when i'm ill at home. even when i've made it SO clear that i need my rest ( Read more... ) -
Realist vs Idealist
we can all chase our dreams and live in it. but at the end of the day, the dream's gotta be able to pay the bills.
because in me, the realist plays a more dominant role.
and in this case, the idealist in me should simply sit back and relax. -
Work?
i am about to embark on my life as a working adult tomorrow! first ever serious job and i am freaking out. being a writer is something i want to do and try. but all of a sudden i am insanely worried its not what it seems to be and that i am going to fail badly on whatever i am about to undertake. sure, i still kinda want to pursue a career in the ( Read more... ) -
Out and About
a super be-early birthday and anniversary dinner at The Line tonight planned by the boyfriend ( Read more... )