soo a lot has been going on lately. not really literally, just in my head. i've been thinking about a lot of things ( Read more... )

i thought this was neat.
i want to do it every year.
it'll be cool to look back on.

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it's weird how people change. last night leah slept over and we talked a lot about our pasts and how different things are now, and some things are actually the same and seem like they'll always be that way, but it's just weird how little time can change someone. i feel like i've grown up a lot mentally. i understand things a lot more, and i put a ( Read more... )

Face down with the LA curbside ending ( Read more... )

so i feel so empty lately, and yet so filled up.
i have all the words i want to say but my mouth is filled with glue.
i just freeze. i can't move. i can't tell you how i feel.
i hate that more than anything, but at the same time, 
i cling to it. i don't want you to know a lot, because i'm scared.
scared that you'll be disappointed i me, when all i want ( Read more... )

school is officially over. yesterday was my last exam [physics] and i feel okay about most of my exams. i know i didn't fail them, so that's good. i just can't wait to get my grades just to see how i did. hopefully my overall gpa will be good enough to raise my cummulative gpa, so i can finally transfer into the elem ed program. i can't wait to get ( Read more... )

so i've been sucking at writing entries lately. i've just been super busy.. but life's definitely on a pretty good streak for now and i enjoy that. there are SO many good tours coming sround here and i couldn't be more excited. all i have to say is february 2007-march 2007 might be the best time everrr in my entire life. it's almost guaranteed, and ( Read more... )

being sick really makes you think, and since tomorrow marks about a week since i started feeling sick, i've actually cleared a lot of things up for myself. but on the other hand, you have the weirdest dreams when you're sick. so it kinda makes you take a jump forward, and then right back. eh, whatever, thats kinda what the definition of life is i ( Read more... )

it came upon a midnight clear ( Read more... )

it's getting close to christmas, and i'm more happy about it this year than i have ever been. things are finally looking up and falling into place. i love where i am with my family and friends, i love my job, school's going pretty well. i just have a lot to be thankful for and i can't say it enough. i have so many people in my life that mean so ( Read more... )