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So confused.
I slept with Atobe. I slept with that horrible bastard who made me a slave. The man who spanks me and use to give me to the guards to be punished just because he knew i didn't like being touched.
After the first time...i never wanted to be touched again so why did i sleep with him!
Why did i like it? Why the hell do i remember it being gentle when i can't remember much else from that night
What the hell is Atobe thinking anyway. He's so confusing right now.
I hate humans! I hate them all....but...i keep thinking about him hugging me the morning after...when he wasn't drunk. I don't even really have anyone i can talk to either...damn it.
I'm hungry.
I slept with Atobe. I slept with that horrible bastard who made me a slave. The man who spanks me and use to give me to the guards to be punished just because he knew i didn't like being touched.
After the first time...i never wanted to be touched again so why did i sleep with him!
Why did i like it? Why the hell do i remember it being gentle when i can't remember much else from that night
What the hell is Atobe thinking anyway. He's so confusing right now.
I hate humans! I hate them all....but...i keep thinking about him hugging me the morning after...when he wasn't drunk. I don't even really have anyone i can talk to either...damn it.
I'm hungry.