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[flyawaygurl20]

today kind of sucked. i woke up depressed..feeling fat. now..i'm numb. i walked around for 2 hrs. then ate an eat-more bar..exercised a bit..i wasn't going to eat..but thought it would b ok to. i dunno...ocd is kicking in..my arm keeps tingling because in a strange way..it wants me to cut myself..i can't explain it..trying to take deep breaths...i

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[wishnstar]

Hi, I was just searching through livejournal for "derealization/depression" and stumbled across your journal. Mind is I add ya to my friends list??
Much Love,
Julia