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Dec 16, 2005 03:27


Dear Journal,

It's 2 am and I am lonely.  Not desperately lonely but more of a melancholy lonely.  I leave for home tomorrow--no use complaining about the weather on the way to the train station.  Everything is pretty much wrapped up here, except for the details.

I'm only leaving for two weeks.  For everything I hate about this place, it's as much ( Read more... )

zeus, depressed, lonely, friends

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izzyspins5678 December 16 2005, 13:41:13 UTC
i really can't find much to say, Rayna. i'm so sorry that you feel alone. i know i'm not the most constant of contact kind of friends, but when you come home, you bet your bottom i'm going to give you a OMG-YOUR-HOME!!! hug.

i miss you so much and there are lots of times i just wanted to sit down with you at lunch again and chat or sit with you on the rare occation that we went to Starbucks together. that picture i took of all of us at the Bucks over the summer? yeah, its hanging on my little magnetic board and i look at it everyday missing everyone.

so in lew of my emotional breakdown (crying right now is not helpful to typing), Welcome Home Rayna Erlick. We missed you, so much.

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spinningjenny10 December 16 2005, 14:59:13 UTC
You better watch out, Shawn and I recently received one of the aforementioned hugs, and I think our ribs are still healing:)

Oh, and if you want to be ambiguous, you probably shouldn't mention Julia Roberts, even if wasn't by name:D

My gift to you for the holidays (aside from the ACTUAL present I have for you (and I have one for you too, Izzy. I didn't forget you)) will be that you don't have to see a Julia movie this time. But next time, whoa baby, watch out:P

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flyawayhome8287 December 16 2005, 17:49:21 UTC
Remember the "Julia Roberts has no talent" incident? You could have killed us all but that was by far one of the funniest things that you have ever done, especially because you were actually indignant. I'd say you shouldn't be allowed to drive but then I'd have to drive and I get tired. Or Shawn could drive...

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bugsiebcl43 December 18 2005, 07:15:42 UTC
hey rae...when did you get home? i missed talking to you! we should hang out soon!! i'm really sorry that i have no idea about who you were talking about, but i'm really sorry that you're feeling that way. well...when i see you ill give you the biggest hug EVER! i'm really sorry that we haven't kept in touch as much as i would have liked...but hopefully we can start!! ok rae...i'll talk to you later!!

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