i'm so depressed now. i was SUPPOSED to get a nice, new, green, CD player able, nissan sentra, BUT......there was a lien on the car from a former owner, so we couldn't get that car registered until that was gone, so my parents said screw it. i'm really upset cuz i spent the last two weeks idolizing and dreaming of my baby car. and now its not even ( Read more... )

EXPRESS IMPATIENCE, FRUSTRATION, DISCONTENT, ANGER AND AGGRESSION ( Read more... )

i've been very interested in religion lately. not like, "I MUST KNOW ALL ABOUT A RELIGION!!" but more like , is there really any reason for religion? i'm reading "the end of faith" by sam harris. its pretty good. pretty high up in the air for me. i keep having to read stuff over to process the information. so this is what it feels like learning, ( Read more... )

i went to my friend's house today. pretty exciting. its the first place i went BESIDES school and gas ( Read more... )

i've been writing a lot on my own in a personal notebook. if you wanna read, wait until i commit suicide and they publish my innermost thoughts. (or just steal my new bright pink notebook. that works too ( Read more... )

fakerrr ( Read more... )

earlier today i was playing with the idea of being a Satanist. but i cannot firmly believe in everything they stand for. and i cannot fully believe christianity/catholicism, either ( Read more... )

MASH UP'S FROM PRIVATE JOURNAL ENTRIES ALL WEEK: (just in case you missed knowing what i think about ( Read more... )

dear people who care ( Read more... )

worst. subject. line. EVER ( Read more... )