History will teach us every thing...

[flyfenario]

I have been thinking a lot about history lately...how important shared history is.  I am one of those people who loves to reread my favorite books...the girl who can sit and watch my favorite shows front to back in reruns...I love to listen to songs that I know, that mean something to me and think about what I was doing the first time I heard the

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[fairey_queen]

I love you. I miss the sharedness. Its so easy and convinient to just have short hand...

I bet it is hard to not have that connection.

But then I know you'll find these connections again and will begin new history. I mean, there HAS to be browncoats up there!!! Or scoobies... Its like when I started this job last year and I said some random refference to Firefly (probably said something about a special Hell...) and the light in my eye when the person then responded with more quotes and we had this great convo and we connected. It was wonderful =) I know this will happen for you, again.

I know it isn't easy. I truely miss you. You are an irreplaceable chapter of my history. You have left my book open for more chapters, and I am greatful to you for this gift.

I love you

(and thank you Al Gore for inventing the internet so I could stay in contact with Cassie!!!!!)

you're so right

[nburnett]

You're so right about feeling comfortable with friends and not having to explain what you mean when you break out into giggles for no reason. :) It's not just anyone I would allow to talk me into an "exercise session" that begins in a lake and last for 2+ hours and one pays money to be involved in! Not to mention a practice session in a NASTY lake where people try to hit you in the head with canoe paddles all the while screaming at you "YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO SWIM IN THE LAKE". LOL
This is just a season. I agree with fairyqueen, you'll make these connections there and make history that those of us who understand this post won't understand. Be encouraged! The people who understand you and love you are only a blog or phone call away. We're here to route you on to your newfound history. (I must miss you, all my post turn into mini books)

[anonymous]

GOod metephore!! It is funny the things you take forgranted. HOnestly, I go weeks without spending time with those I love and are right here for me to do so, and now a dear friend is not close enough to touch and I am reminded of all the blessings I take for granted. It is hard let yourself be known by someone. It requires you to be vulnerable and I am not good at it anymore. It must be tempting to retreat into yourself and have a pity party at least that is what I would want to do. Here I sit comfortable in my life where I am known by many and I still don't have the guts to put myself out there to new people. You on the other hand have little choice. I believe in you and more importantly I believe in Christ in you. THis battle has already been won. I love you, miss you, and will pray for you right now!