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a small leap into avoidance
Already, I had the temptation to not journalize. <-- It is a word!!! Anyways, I have put it off and finally said, oh well I made the goal of 10 minutes, whats that going to hurt? What am I avoiding anyway? It's nearly time for one of my favorite shows, "The Amazing Race" Yay!! So I'm using the 13minutes before it starts to journal a bit.
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Understanding Anger
This thing called ANGER!! Is literally a hot topic for me. I suppose it is for most people In my teen years, I was calm as a cucumber and rarely expressed any sort of anger but I believe that is the problem. I pushed things down because my household and body couldn't handle the storm below. It was easier to just keep the peace.
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Meds meds meds and social comparison
Fascinating article :
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424053111903791504576584732337016232.html
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return?
I keep telling myself that I need to return to journaling before I committ facebook suicide or ruin my reputation in some other ridiculous trigger filled outburst with flames of fire flying out of my dysregulated emotional mind.... of course thats just me blaming my circumstances eh? Why do I let what people say get to me SO BADLY!!! Don't I know ( Read more... ) -
urgh
lots and lots and lots and lots of stress going on.
I had planned to journal about it but my spine is hurting 2 badly to sit up and writing while reclined is not working either so thought I would just post that I planned on posting. -
2010- I've missed you and I'm here.. at least at the moment
I have been gone for what seems like ages. Well, I suppose, in reality, it has been quite some time. I have missed journaling here but have continued to make excuses because I didn't want to just drop in, drop two lines and vanish again. It's hard to predict or depend on myself these days. I'm kinda stuck and random. It just depends on the day. So ( Read more... ) -
NSF Awards
Dear Colleagues,
NSF is soliciting proposals for GRF awards for FY 09; application
deadlines cluster at the beginning of November 2008 and vary by field.
GRFs provide three years of "early-stage" support for graduate students
seeking research-based master's or doctoral degrees in science,
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Olympic opening ceremony was very beautiful
