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Start of the Mangan visit...
Almost everyone has made their trips to see Mom. What happens when we all retreat?
When nothing said makes sense, her "I love you" always sounds the same.
I'm grateful for that. I'm grateful that for the moment, I can call back & hear that again.
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I don't think my mind or stomach will settle down in regards to my mom's health, or lack there of. Not until she's finally at rest anyway.
Everybody has been dying off, & in moments of helplessness, I feel void.
Another day sober. Another day loving. Another day being the man I was meant to be. That's all one could ask for anyway.
I miss you, Nyk.
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Sometimes I hope she doesn't answer so I can hear her voice on her voicemail. Hear the woman that wasn't losing her humanity, her dignity, her body.
It's a surreal feeling...wanting someone to die so their, our misery ends. Trusting the universe & it's clock.
I'm grateful there's at least a voice to listen to & a soul to still guide.
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not sure if my mom will make it through this year.
definitely sure it will end all this suffering. -
the most inspriring burchfields.
i say it every time. but who am i kidding?
i'm still breaking down the wall i've put there.
this time i'm being shown who not to be by the loss of a loved one...
this is what i need to remember. -
plato VS aristotle
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having compassion for yourself is at least as imporant as having compassion for others.
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such a selfish desire, i know.
before you leave us, i want you to know what kind of man i turned out to be. backspace.delete. i realize when you're in that raw fog, you already know. and it's my own loss wanting you to know. i'll always choose hannah. but that's the man you raised me to be.
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you need spares in a family. you need as many as you can get.
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