we laughed so much, and then we cried all night

[flying_w]

Why, why, why am I feeling jealous? Why can't I get over him? I don't get it. Whenever there's a chance for a relationship to blossom I end up pushing the other boy away and keeping him at arm's length because I can't bring myself to lose myself in him. Maybe I haven't found the right guy to swoop me off my feet and break me out of this routine, or

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i'm sorry i couldn't keep your mind off things tonight. that's as far as my sympathy can go, sorry, i'm so tired i can't think properly. i've been drawing all all day. except for wendy's. that was delicious and you are quite swell too.
seriously, i need to brag to someone about how long i've been awake (no nap) and how hard i've worked but there is no one awake at this stupid hour but i still have so much to do. damn i didn't do this portfolio thing justice. if you're awake around 11ish pound on my door. pound on it anyway.
and i ate instant noodles. i thought i was being smart by making only 1/2 the package but its still sitting weird and on my breath and gross.
cherries tomorrow.
this is too long. i miss sheep

[flying_w]

But it's my turn to keep your mind off of things!

And you seriously gotta give up instant noodles.

And I'm coming down now to pound on your door.

[nadsatshoot]

"I've never woken up to having sex before."

Isn't that rape?

Anyone? No?

[polymorphous]

if you went to sleep with the person, all snuggly and content after having just had sex, then waking up to more isn't rape, it's afters.
i understand where you're coming from, and agree - it Would be rape if you'd fallen asleep and someone you were not in an ongoing relationship with came along out of the blue and started moving on you.
this just sounds like J's dreams come true

[nadsatshoot]

lol serious reply to a joke

[polymorphous]

your "Anyone? No?" devalued the joke and suggested you had some serious doubts. i am glad you didn't.

[polymorphous]

sounds like you've found yourself a sweet niche for the moment. good sex with no obligation or commitment, a job ... enjoy it while it lasts.
life can only grow more complicated :)
peace, and have a great summer.

[brokensound01]

next time i'll remind andrew to not leave gin at your place to prevent such things from happening haha.

[kateyp00p]

yep... sex is like a drug. you say you won't do it but you do anyway, just 'one last time'. Then you start finding excuses to justify having sex with that individual. It's one vicious circle.

oh and it's not rape... it's surprise sex!! ;)

congrats on the job!! yay work! i am getting ready to go do that at the moment.. i work at a landscaping company. i clean out ponds, it's gross but pays well!

love you, and miss you bunches!!!
Kate.
xoxoxoxoxo