I think that sometimes its easy to fall into the habit of not doing anything but hanging around the house doing nothing. Especially when the future is so uncertain, as it is right now because everything's about to change. Its tempting to throw in the towel and try to forget the impending change. Its hard to be happy when you don't know where your life is going. Its how I feel sometimes. I don't think you're having unreasonable feelings.
thank you... this really picked me up... It's only the middle of the week, and we had MLK and I felt the weight dragging me down. So your words really helped pick me up.
Plus, I hung out in the music building today, playing on the piano... it's been so long since I've touched a piano, and really really just let loose. It felt good. Plus, I've been having compositions running through my head all week, so it was nice trying to put some out in the real world instead of just in my head.
But thank you... I think your position scares me more though... here I am still got a year left, you... you're being thrust out there... ::said in whisper(in the real world):: Hehe... So good luck, I luv ya, miss you so much! I will be heading up there soon!
Oh you shopaholic. Actually, shoppers high is very common. But then you look at your bank account and you're sad again.
But as far as the REAL you, and what makes you happy: I can't say much as I'm in the same boat. But I think we're all at such awkward positions in life right now as we all move closer and closer independency. You'll find all the stuff you're looking for soon enough. Until then, maybe it's time for something drastic! What? I dunno.
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I think that sometimes its easy to fall into the habit of not doing anything but hanging around the house doing nothing. Especially when the future is so uncertain, as it is right now because everything's about to change. Its tempting to throw in the towel and try to forget the impending change. Its hard to be happy when you don't know where your life is going. Its how I feel sometimes. I don't think you're having unreasonable feelings.
I can't wait to see you again. Love you.
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Plus, I hung out in the music building today, playing on the piano... it's been so long since I've touched a piano, and really really just let loose. It felt good. Plus, I've been having compositions running through my head all week, so it was nice trying to put some out in the real world instead of just in my head.
But thank you...
I think your position scares me more though... here I am still got a year left, you... you're being thrust out there... ::said in whisper(in the real world)::
Hehe... So good luck, I luv ya, miss you so much! I will be heading up there soon!
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I'm glad I could help. I should get back to piano playing. I'm so out of practice. >_<
We should talk soon.
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But as far as the REAL you, and what makes you happy: I can't say much as I'm in the same boat. But I think we're all at such awkward positions in life right now as we all move closer and closer independency. You'll find all the stuff you're looking for soon enough. Until then, maybe it's time for something drastic! What? I dunno.
I miss you!
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