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Oct 21, 2008 01:25

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue ( Read more... )

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anonymous October 21 2008, 18:27:31 UTC
I have impostor syndrome. Well, if it were a clinically recognized mental illness in the DSM, THEN I'd have it.

No matter what I do I KNOW I can do better. No matter what feats I accomplish, I'm not worthy of them. Every time I receive praise I'm embarrassed and ashamed because there is clearly someone better than I out there who deserves the praise. I am unsatisfied in everything I do and always strive to do more, only to feel like a failure. I don't feel worthy of my certifications and feel like a quack, a fraud, a failure.

I've also never told a soul this is how I feel and that I will NEVER be satisfied.

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anonymous October 22 2008, 20:59:55 UTC
After all that's happened, part of me figures I'm just reaching for anything or anyone. Most of me, infact, looking for that comfort blanket.

My gut is never wrong and it's usually about the worst things, but that's the one part of me that tells me to see where this goes. Am I genuinely enchanted or just grasping?

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anonymous October 30 2008, 19:22:19 UTC
I WISH I KNEW HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS

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anonymous April 16 2009, 17:08:59 UTC
Often I wish I could take it all back.

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