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[flymojo]

Thus ends four of the hardest phone calls I have ever had to make. I dont know what to say to anybody and for the first time in my life, I really dont know where my life is going. Im scared...Im scared shitless at the path that lies in front of me

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[papius18]

The thing is Renny, you do know you're better than that - and you will be. This might actually be a blessing in disguise. You never know. If you just turn that fear into motivation, you'll have no problems at all. And remember, I'm (and all your friends) are never further than a phone call away. Xoxo.

[flymojo]

Im trying to look at this as a blessing in disguise. And I know that eventually I'll be alright....I just wished it didn't have to come to this. Its just that Im realizing the future is alot closer than I thought it was. Im gonna use this time to get alot of other stuff in my life right too. So hopefully when i come back to UMBC, i'll be a different person and be happy with my life...all phases of it, not just school.

[empty_mayhem]

You and me, brothers forever. This is just one more example of that.

You know I'm always here for you, and I know you're always there for me, and this is just one more situation we'll be there for each other in. We'll get our heads on straight, get great GPAs, get back into UMBC, and make the most of it. We'll gain skills and experience from this, and we'll apply it when we go back. Perhaps those skills will give us opportunities we couldn't have gotten had we stayed at UMBC. Everything happens for a reason...there's one for this as well.

Hang in there, we're in this together. I'm by your side to help, and I will definitely be coming out to pick you up often, and we'll go visit. Things are changed but not lost.

[flymojo]

I hope you take this in the best possible way but...Im glad in a sense that I at least have someone to share this with. I really wished we had learned our lessons and not have it resort to this but we'll "right our ships" and be O.K. Its just gonna be tough for me to say goodbye even if its not permanent and its only for a little bit.

[megadoodle]

what jess said... love ya renny :)