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That was a part of me that never made me proud, right now I think I would try anything

Sep 30, 2006 23:06

I stood there watched her walk away. What was it with my being on this end of things? This wasn't the first time I'd watched Faith walk away from me, but at least this time she didn't say she hated me though I wouldn't be surprised if she did right now. She said it was okay. It. It was okay. At least this time she said she'd try with me. And ( Read more... )

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ny_city_boy October 1 2006, 03:18:49 UTC

I didn't expect Angel to be gone for so long, but I stayed exactly where he told me too. Maybe this was a test, or maybe he and Faith were making up. I wasn't going to let myself be jealous of that. I knew they had a lot to talk about, and really I wanted Faith to see that Angel wasn't the bad guy here. Man, things really had changed between us ( ... )

mr_angel October 1 2006, 03:35:20 UTC

He said he was sorry and I wasn't sure if I wanted him to be. Bringing up my legs, I shook my head silently. "Don't be." I didn't want him to be sorry for any of this because fuck I still wasn't. Would it have helped things if I was sorry? Probably not.

"She said you could see them as long as you're tied and Connor and Kennedy are there with you." For all I knew she told him this already, but part of my going to see Faith was to get for him what conditions Faith felt were necessary for him to see the children. I went, got them, and now he knew.

Sighing a little, I turned enough to look at him. There was something about the look he was giving me that told me that he meant he was sorry when he said it. I guess that was something.

"I can't go with you and you can go whenever you want. I know you want to see them as soon as you can. If you come back here I can't say whether you'll find me or not. She doesn't want me near her or them, but I might end up going back to the beach before you get back. I don't know."

ny_city_boy October 1 2006, 03:42:33 UTC

I listened as he told me what the conditions to seeing my children were. Something told me if she had just told him to stay away, she wasn't really wanting to see me right now. But I did want to see my kids ( ... )

mr_angel October 1 2006, 04:01:25 UTC

Harry almost looked worried after I finished. He asked what that meant exactly and I shook my head. "No, you don't have to stay away. I don't know exactly what I'll do when I get back there, but I won't be able to stay in this jungle for very long. It's okay for you to find me after you've seen your children."

Unlike Harry, I didn't do well with staying put. Maybe if given the right motivation, but just for the sake of staying here and waiting? I could do without that.

"I'm sorry I was gone for so long. Talking with Faith didn't last very long, but I stayed on the beach for a while longer. I didn't realize how long until I felt sunrise coming."

It meant something that he stayed here for so long. If I'd been here for half as long alone with nothing but polar bears to chase I'd go crazy. It proved that his reasons for leaving the first time were true.

"Thank you for staying here the entire time."

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