I'm not giving up, I'm making your love, this city's made us crazy and we must get out

Oct 20, 2006 22:25

I watched her from behind a brush that was seperatin' me from the sand. Guess she was done with Dawn already - hysterical bit she was and I never even realized how close her and Harry were. Odd that but I havent' been around, I wouldn't know. But, I do know who Dawn is and I know who Harry is and I guess ... well, I just won't get into that. Least ( Read more... )

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wickedbuff October 21 2006, 02:49:59 UTC
After the most awkward conversation ever I finally let Dawn go off with Lex. It wasn't that I didn't trust Lex to watch out for her it was just that I didn't know Lex very well. I couldn't help but think maybe Dawn had kept us so seperate for a reason. It wasn't like I didn't want her to be happy. I just worried about her. And okay, maybe I could be on the overprotective side but that was a big sister's job. Either way the look on Dawn's face told me I didn't have a choice. She was an adult now, what could I really do ( ... )

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willywannabite October 21 2006, 02:55:31 UTC
That's what I pretty much expected, the whole shakin' up thing. I didn't say anything about it though. Instead, I watched the ocean and finished up my cigarette before crushin' it out in the sand. How was I? I wasn't sure. I was confused for the most part - about a lot of things, not just Buffy. About Angel. Worried more like it, but I guess that wasn't my place. Not anymore, not like it ever was, really ( ... )

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wickedbuff October 21 2006, 03:14:18 UTC
I quirked an eyebrow in Spike's direction when he said he saw Harry reuniting with his sister or whatever. What I really wanted to know was if he was evil or not but since Spike didn't mention it I was pretty sure that he wasn't, just like Angel said. Because you would think that might be something he'd mention. He might be...whatever he was with Angel now, but he would never let anything happen to Dawn. I knew that ( ... )

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willywannabite October 21 2006, 03:29:58 UTC
"Yeah, I know what you mean. Kinda," I grinned a little bit and shrugged. "Not like I was really on the beach alot anyway," I finished with and just stared on out at the ocean and then back at her again. "Right and you do, cause I live there as well. You know, if you don't mind and all. Rather live there with you instead of a barely there room in some office buildin'."

I watched her face for a moment, wonderin' what she thought about that, but she didn't seem to disgusted about it so I nodded to myself. So maybe things were lookin' up.

When she mentioned her grass stains, I raised an eyebrow as I watched her inspect her arm and then checked out her jeans to see if there were any on there.

"Well, there is an ocean in front of us love. We could try to get them out. I mean, you could," I nodded as I looked away and kicked my boot in the sand before lookin' at her again.

"Or we could."

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wickedbuff October 21 2006, 04:40:27 UTC
A few hours and many rounds later it was getting dark out and Spike and I were snuggled up underneath his coat. It wasn't like we had a conveniant blanket to hide under while we were all spent and stuff. I was turned over on my side and Spike's arm was draped haphazardly across my waist. Wow. I'd never really pictured this happening again but I wasn't upset that it had. Because he was right, I did miss him. Jerk that he was ( ... )

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willywannabite October 21 2006, 05:10:06 UTC
Eventually, we were back on the beach, cuddlin' up underneath my coat and such on the sand. Funny this is what we were doin'. I almost wanted to laugh, but I didn't want this to end, so I didn't say anything, didn't make a move. I just held onto her and I could feel her lookin' at me. My fingers slowly drew small circles on her hip and eventually, I met her gaze.

How was that? Did she really just *ask* that question? Next thing I knew, she was kissin' me and my arms automatically wrapped around her as I pulled her on top of me.

"Bloody fantastic is what it was, pet," I smiled and leaned up, kissin' her again. I couldn't help but wonder what this meant - had she changed? Was this more?

...

"So, love, does this mean that I can ... live with you? At the beachhouse?" I asked her as I ran my hands down her back and then took them away, bringin' them behind my head as I laid there and watched her, waitin' to see what she would say.

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wickedbuff October 21 2006, 05:17:06 UTC
I looked down at him as he pushed strands of blonde hair out of my face his fingers lingering there for a second. See, now why was he being all cute and stuff? God, he would probably kill me if I said that outloud since he was supposed to be a big evil scary guy or whatever. He didn't scare me. Not anymore. Although this is my life so who knows? Tomorrow could be a different story altogether ( ... )

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willywannabite October 21 2006, 05:23:02 UTC
Of course it didn't belong to her. It belonged to Harry and I would imagine ... right, Faith. But, Harry said that I could live there. I wondered if I should say that and then not so much because it just popped out. "Well, I've talked to Harry about it, I don't think he minds, really," I said and watched her face. Hopefully she wouldn't ask anymore questions other than that. I shook my head with a small smile on my face when she told me that we could get an apartment together in LA, and be roomies. More than that!

Oh yes. Definately more than just roomies. She knew that too.

"Right. We'll get a one bedroom and be roomies, eh?"

Maybe that was jumping in too deep? "Nah," I recovered - then wondered why I was. What the bloody hell was wrong with me? "We'll get a two ... or ... well, to be quite honest, something could change. We both knew how testy you are," I teased with a grin on my face ( ... )

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