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[fmephisto]

Given the past experiences of my own life going well for a period, and then subsequently devolving into unpleasant anarchy, i can't help but at this time wonder if I shouldn't now try seek out conflict, struggle, and difficulty in order to maintain the positive circumstances that I now live within. Maybe I can cheat emotional dichotomy

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[mabylon]

With this in mind, I sometimes wonder if it is my duty to define and establish my own mistakes, hiccups, or errors in order to pre-emptively enact the deconstruction of my own life per the criteria of my own definition. In other words, given an inevitable collapse, I wonder if I should go ahead and orchestrate it myself.This is interesting, definitely food for thought

[m_perfect]

it doesn't necessarily mean you are unhappy when you question particular goings-on in your life. sometimes you just have to let everything come to the surface.

[5thovshrike]

'Good fortune is at light as a feather,
But who knows how to carry it?
Bad forture is as heavy as the earth,
But who knows how to avoid it?
It is. It all just is.' -Chuang Tzu