Lifestyles

[fmephisto]

So I've obtained a job and a more normalized residence (as opposed to the abandoned industrial complex I have been living in for the past year), and life is going well in these directions

Comments

[michette]

So no more pooping at subway?

[fmephisto]

I POOP WHERE I PLEASE!

And for the record, it was much more often that I would poo at Blimpe rather than Subway. I like the way they shred the lettuce better, and Subway doesn't have sweet peppers.

[michette]

Blimpie also has better cheese.

choices and what ifs

[blackoutdaddy]

As par the subject line, this is really the world I live in. I constantly wonder how things could have or should have gone as opposed to the way they did.

none the less, my mother gave me comforting advice which I will relate to you.

"Worry about what you can control,maggot. Let everything else take a flying fuck at you and if you have to go down, Go down with both guns blazing"

oh wait thats not my mother at all, thats the guy who trained gunslingers. still sound advice though

Re: choices and what ifs

[organicmatter01]

I laughed when I read that this was your mother.

Re: choices and what ifs

[blackoutdaddy]

I think that's the life everone lives if they are giving some reflection to the thing.

However, regarding worrying about what I can control, I tend to assert that I have some control over everything, at least everythng that affects me.

Take ownership of every event.

[threv]

word up. congratulations on moving forward :)
i find myself shut down right nwo in my life while considering the "what ifs"

and it's left me in the worst point of my life.

[threv]

What if you never had extreme lows to give you perspective?

Also, I empathize with your station as much as I understand it.

Let's socialize.

[threv]

i can't stand these extreme lows right now. my motivation, my passion, my joys, and my futures have been completely sucked out of my soul. at this point i hold reservations that things will ever be better.

thanks for your support :)

i would love to socialize, but i've been EXTREMELY flaky as of late.

[fmephisto]

At least you are up front about the flakes.

[anonymous]

Sounds like you have a semblance of a plan which is more than my current predicament, so cheers to that!

And I envy the greasy pizza. The cheese down here is to die by.
-Mindlab

[fmephisto]

I need more drunks! Most ofthe customers I service have tended towards the rich white demographic. They do me alright, but I'll take a lush over a soccer mom any day.