Other people's words were always better than mine...wounded_chironJuly 8 2004, 10:46:08 UTC
Hear the words of the dancing God, The music of whose laughter stirs the winds, Whose voice calls the seasons:
"I who am the Lord of the Hunt and the Power of the Light, Sun among the clouds and the secret of the flame, I call upon your bodies to arise and come unto me. For I am the flesh of the earth and all it's beings. Through me all things must die and with me are reborn. Let my worship be in the body that sings, For behold all acts of willing sacrifice are my rituals. Let there be desire and fear, anger and weakness, Joy and peace, awe and longing within you. For these too are part of the mysteries found within yourself, within me, All beginnings have endings, and all endings have beginnings."
-- Janet and Stewart Farrar From 'The Charge of the God'
"What are these voices outside love's open door Make us throw off our contentment, and beg for something more? I'm learning to live without you now But I miss you sometimes The more I know, the less I understand All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again."
When we decided how we would tell all of our friends, we decided on livejournal. We decided Skippy should post and that I would respond so that you all knew everything that he wrote comes from me too. It hasn't hit me yet either, but from reading and writing this post, it's starting to. I still love Skippy very much, but I know I need to be on my own and nothing will be able to change that and it will always be there in me until I accomplish it. It's all scary and might, and probably is, the stupidest thing I'll ever do because Dan has been the only person I have ever connected to this deeply in my life; however, life is pulling me this way and I know I need to go and any fighting it could result in a destruction of what I hold dear. For the sake of getting too sappy, I'll use this song to describe what is gonig on with me right now
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I also just wanted to thank you, Dan, for letting me go when I need to fly because if you had held me a little tighter, you knew I wouldn't have done what I need to do. So, I want to thank you for helping me on my way. *Hug*
I'm really glad the two of you care for each other so much as to be able to do such a thing with confidence and dedication! Even in your break-up you show more togetherness and compassion than many other relationships have in their hey-days.
...so why does not having a girl mean decrease in bed size? ^^; I am sad in a small bed, for I am a tall man and I kick.
I know they're not longer, that's why I added the kicking part ^^.
I realized I'll never use my king sized leopard print sheets again. And I cried. Oh how I cried. Tears ran down my face like the semen in a ridiculous bukakke video. But faster, and less chunky.
If it's toting the bed around that's an issue, I'd provide toting myself for the re-established guarantee of a large bed. Home Depot rents big big trucks for cheap, and I have store credit =)
Seriously though, I'll survive in a small bed. I thought about it for a while and I thought, "Man, at least I'm not in a tiny room bunking them!" And then I felt better.
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The music of whose laughter stirs the winds,
Whose voice calls the seasons:
"I who am the Lord of the Hunt and the Power of the Light,
Sun among the clouds and the secret of the flame,
I call upon your bodies to arise and come unto me.
For I am the flesh of the earth and all it's beings.
Through me all things must die and with me are reborn.
Let my worship be in the body that sings,
For behold all acts of willing sacrifice are my rituals.
Let there be desire and fear, anger and weakness,
Joy and peace, awe and longing within you.
For these too are part of the mysteries found within yourself, within me,
All beginnings have endings, and all endings have beginnings."
-- Janet and Stewart Farrar
From 'The Charge of the God'
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"What are these voices outside love's open door
Make us throw off our contentment, and beg for something more?
I'm learning to live without you now
But I miss you sometimes
The more I know, the less I understand
All the things I thought I knew, I'm learning again."
MY WORDS:
Be ever safe and true in all things. *hug*
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...so why does not having a girl mean decrease in bed size? ^^; I am sad in a small bed, for I am a tall man and I kick.
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If you push two beds together side-to-side, they are no longer than they were before, so I don't see how it changes much.
Sorry to disapoint you.
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I realized I'll never use my king sized leopard print sheets again. And I cried. Oh how I cried. Tears ran down my face like the semen in a ridiculous bukakke video. But faster, and less chunky.
If it's toting the bed around that's an issue, I'd provide toting myself for the re-established guarantee of a large bed. Home Depot rents big big trucks for cheap, and I have store credit =)
Seriously though, I'll survive in a small bed. I thought about it for a while and I thought, "Man, at least I'm not in a tiny room bunking them!" And then I felt better.
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Of course, there's always a chance that I'll decide I want it later in the year, so don't be totally hopeless!
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