So, my birth control is linked to heart attacks, blood clots and strokes. With increasing frequency over the past few months, I've had dizzy spells, been short of breath, and I have random spells where my heart will start beating really hard for basically no reason, when I'm doing stressful things like reading a book, or taking a nap. I'm kind of ( Read more... )

I'm really tired, but felt like updating before going to bed ( Read more... )

I visited a Renaissance Faire for the first time today. It was really fun. Hopefully next time, I'll have some sort of costume to wear. I would just want a stereotypical wench costume, but the costume obsessed part of me wants an actual historically accurate outfit to wear. It'll be different, and I'll be able to laugh at the people who are like " ( Read more... )

Yay! Hundred dollars have been found! How did it get under there, anyway...?

Okay, now today is significantly less good since the hundred dollar bill for food is missing. It's not my fault. I didn't touch it.

Today, I am taking a day to feel good about myself. I've been sitting around eating and watching TV for days now, and I've just been feeling kind of meh about things. Today, I exercised some, I'm going to the bank to break that hundred, I'm coming home, taking a shower, and giving myself a facial. I'll see how I feel, and maybe Kristin will be up ( Read more... )

I got another call from Owen today, which was a pleasant surprise. What was nice was that I wasn't too bummed about it. It didn't feel like a horrible reminder that he was gone. I just felt so happy all day that I got a call from him. I feel betterrrr...

The audition for White Christmas was today. I think I did pretty well in the singing and acting. The director looked pleased (but that might be because he knows me, and thinks I'm charming (which I am. hoo hoo hoo hoo!)) so I'll take that as a good sign ( Read more... )

Hanging out with Kristin Thursday and Friday really helped. We were back to adventuring out in the Grove. We walked a Stand By Me trail, her occasionally talking about how she was dealt a bad hand in life and how she stole some kid's money which the teacher took and bought a dress with, and I would ask her if she wished she could go somewhere where ( Read more... )

Emotional meltdown! Yah, woooo!! *shoots self in the head*