interestingly enough, today marks my sixth year of chronicles in my livejournal. and let me just say that it refreshing to look back at these past few years and realize how much i really have changed. it is pretty remarkable, especially since most of the change came this year. and what a year this was. i won't recount my events of the year, but ( Read more... )

my thoughts are scrambled at the moment, but i can say that this past week has been one of the most intense and emotional weeks of my life. it was exam week, and what can i say, i flake out during exam week. i have always had terrible study habits, and when i comes to exam week, i bring out my worst, and this was definitely one of my worst. i am ( Read more... )

i feel lost. my memory is becoming very fuzzy. my dreams are blending with my reality, warping my sense of recognition. i need to tone it down a little bit. this weekend was overwhelming. i need to refocus on my life at hand and start worrying about school. i need to start by closing my bedroom door ( Read more... )

last night was a night to remember. i just have to remember it first. unfortunately when i get really fucked up, i can't recall events from the night before. i did go on an adventure, though. i am slowly coming to the realization that i am a loner, and i am also learning how to deal with that. being able to appreciate time alone is what i am ( Read more... )

such is life, i am constantly dealing with different emotions. there are a few certain things that are triggering both pleasant and unpleasant emotions, but i am getting used to that by and by. but that is what makes life interesting. emotions are what makes life worth living. anyway, my roomates and i are now living with two kittens. they are ( Read more... )

i have been doing a lot of profound thinking lately, or least it is profound to me. i'm beginning to accept my place and live my life the way i want it to be lived. while i may be unhappy with school, i at least have something to occupy my time and achieve something at the same time ( Read more... )

i just spent my first week in New York. i think i'm going to like it here, a lot. my internship started off slow, but this was a holiday week so that was to be expected. i still don't really know if i'm going to help them much because i still have so much to learn, but after watching them work this week, i'm going to learn a lot. i've gotten ( Read more... )

( gainesville )

my 21st birthday came and went, and apparently i don't remember most of it. i had a great time in Gainesville. one can always count on old friends to show you a good time. i got to do what a wanted, which was hang out and drink beer, among other things. and i got to help Andrew record his tour CD. i hope he like the way it comes out. again, i ( Read more... )

i could talk about many different topics, but most of them don't interest me. and since i'm writing this for myself, the purpose is not to bore oneself. the only reason i still use this journal is to help my memory when i look back at the last six years of my life. while i haven't even come close to chronicling my life event by event, i cover ( Read more... )