blehh. i just can't stop thinking about things. just like..everything that's going on. and i'm paranoid so it's just making it worse. like, i think my boyfriend is cheating on me. but, he probably isn't. and i don't have the courage to talk to him about it. and i can't decide if i want to stay with him or not. there's a part of me that likes him and then there's a part that doesn't. and then my home situation isn't that great. it seems like i can't do anything right. :(
sorry for complaining and whining, haha. but i had to get it out.
I wish i could tell you I understand, but I simply can't. Boys obviously deactivate all love interest in me upon acquaintance. I have many guy friends, but never a boy friend. Maybe you can bring up how you think he's such an awesome person that you don't know why anybody hasn't tried to take him away and see where that leads?
And as for the home situation, I'm so sorry. I can't complain aside from the usual 'blahblahblah, too much pressure and chores and such', but if you ever need someone to talk to, IM me on AIM or something? I know about needing to get stuff out of your system, and whenever I needed to, I never had a friend to talk to or a shoulder to lean on, and thats what probably contributed to my mess of a situation that I am now. So basically, what I'm trying to say is that if you just talk to me, I'll be sure to listen. I can't always help the situation, but I'll soak up all the gloom. (My [small array of] friends call me the sponge; every one vents to me, and I just keep it up in my head)
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but either way;
i wish my mind was as blank as this post right now.
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it was supposed to be my cute little "adoptable emo".
whats the matter, hun? you don't seem to be so cheery. ):
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it doesn't show up on my computer.
blehh.
i just can't stop thinking about things. just like..everything that's going on. and i'm paranoid so it's just making it worse. like, i think my boyfriend is cheating on me. but, he probably isn't. and i don't have the courage to talk to him about it.
and i can't decide if i want to stay with him or not. there's a part of me that likes him and then there's a part that doesn't.
and then my home situation isn't that great. it seems like i can't do anything right. :(
sorry for complaining and whining, haha.
but i had to get it out.
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I wish i could tell you I understand, but I simply can't. Boys obviously deactivate all love interest in me upon acquaintance. I have many guy friends, but never a boy friend. Maybe you can bring up how you think he's such an awesome person that you don't know why anybody hasn't tried to take him away and see where that leads?
And as for the home situation, I'm so sorry. I can't complain aside from the usual 'blahblahblah, too much pressure and chores and such', but if you ever need someone to talk to, IM me on AIM or something? I know about needing to get stuff out of your system, and whenever I needed to, I never had a friend to talk to or a shoulder to lean on, and thats what probably contributed to my mess of a situation that I am now. So basically, what I'm trying to say is that if you just talk to me, I'll be sure to listen. I can't always help the situation, but I'll soak up all the gloom. (My [small array of] friends call me the sponge; every one vents to me, and I just keep it up in my head)
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