so im on an awesome new diet....no it actually sucks but im through with hearing everyone telling me how much im gaining weight..... gma- " you need to stop eating at waynes you eat to much!"..... dad-" your ass is huge like your mothers".....yea i hate that shit....so im on a diet and yesterday me and wayne went to the dunedin causeway and jogged/ ( Read more... )

had quite an intresting day yesterday.... lets start from the beginningk...i walk into work for not even 1 min... i get a phone call. its my mom. she tells me my cousin got in a motorcycle accident and is now paralized.... i try to hold my self together and continue to talk to my mom. i hang up with her and completly lose it. i started shaking and ( Read more... )

wed. me and wayne went to see dylan. i had never met him before and this is the the first time in over a year wayne has seen him. he looks so much like him. we bought him all these toys and hug around and vistited and played with him. hes so cute. and wayne and him together is just fucking unbelievable . it was very uncomfortable but we as adults ( Read more... )

hate to say this.....me and wayne are ending. it feels as if someone died. i love him with all my heart but its just about over. i mean everything happens for a reason i guess. he has turned around my life in so many ways. ill always love him but that doesnt mean ill be with him forever. things happen. i wish everything did turn out the way they ( Read more... )

going to look at an apartment with wayne today as soon as he gets off of work.... omg friday night me and wayne went to laninas apartment where there was a party being held.... got totally drunk , didnt even realize it. got in a huge fight with wayne over god knows what. all i remember is screaming and crynig about how i know that kid is his and ( Read more... )

so wayne had his dna test yesterday..... i really dont know how to handle this whole situation. i want to be supportive if it is his kid but if i choose to marry wayne like we planned then im going to have a step child ( Read more... )

havent written in awhile....why not a little update lol ( Read more... )

Hear im singing happy birthday ( Read more... )

my bday is tomarrow bitches!!!!!

goin to the casino and to OZ.... if u wanna go just give me a ring a ding ding!

You said I was all you'd ever need
Love is blind and little did I know
That you were just another dead-end road
Paved with pretty lies and broken dreams
Baby leavin you is easier than bein gone
I don't know what I'll do if one more thing goes wrong