when i get this kind of a mindset..

nothing good usually results.

__prepare for change.

Well I never saw it coming
i should have started running
a long, long time ago
and I never thought I'd doubt you
im better off without you
more than you, more than you know

so dont respond to this. unless you really feel a need. this is my time to vent entirely ( Read more... )

so ive really been hoping camp kinda releases what has been going on lately.. hahaha but im not so sure it will.. we'll pray anyways ( Read more... )

so ive had SO MUCH FUN lately. more fun than ive had in a long time!! and i love it :)

ive had quite a good summer. ive been decently busy.. but not overdoing it like usual during the school year.. its nice..

yeahhhh.. other than that. im in a weird mood so i think thats all i have to say.

like the little school mate in the schoolyard
we'll play jacks ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted NEEDED to change something.. but had no clue how to go about it?

have you every really liked someone.. yet they talk to you about the person they like?

have you ever fallen in love/really liked (being that we are in high school) with your best friend?

do you ever wish you could just TRY ANYTHING and the outcome wouldnt ever matter ( Read more... )

im scared.
terrified.
im scared of losing her.
im scared of losing him.
im scared of life and the future and everything in store for me.
the things i love. im terrified of.. 
like dance. horrified. 
im scared of being excluded.

i dont really know.. these are just kind of thoughts. and theres a lot more. i kinda sorta really need someone to talk to right ( Read more... )

you know.. thinking really hurts my head .. mostly about the future i guess. im in a great mood. i just get to thinking quickly.. like how much junior year will be different. . and then senior year..

i mean seriously. bryan becky marie dan alison .. all the seniors are done..!? its soo strange. and its not just school its dance.church and everywhere ( Read more... )

PLEASE QUIT MESSING WITH MY FRIENDS!

gracias.

hang in there

have you ever just really started liking someone... yet you know you just cant.. becuase they are leaving.. or have a girlfriend?  or sometimes.. you just never think they'll like you back???

yeahhh

"It ain't fair you died too young
Like a story that had just begun
The death tore the pages all away
God knows how I miss you
All the hell that I've been through
Just knowing no one could take your place
Sometimes I wonder who you'd be today"

everyday we miss you.

so actually things have been good. summer school kinda bites.. but atleast i wont have to ( Read more... )