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I have an hour to get very ready for possibly 2 days away from my apartment. I have to leave soon to go to work from 8-8 and we're supposed to get this crazy blizzard with 50mph winds so I don't so much feel like driving through Franconia notch during that. I have no idea where I'll stay.. it's just that I have to work at 8 again tomorrow morning ( Read more... ) -
2009 is walkin towards the door
I work in a really old building with super creaky floors that you can hear through in the right spots. For whatever reason we have an old walk-in freezer on the second floor that is not cold but used for boot backstock, and I'm sitting in here for my break. I'm just above the ski shop where all my boys are, and just heard Dave take a call from Dan ( Read more... ) -
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I will not allow myself to see or be anywhere near him today or tonight. It's just wrong. We cannot party together! I cannot watch him kiss her at midnight!
I'm kinda sick today.. my nose won't stop running. -
F'n A
It's occurred to me a couple times that this doesn't make sense, and then I feel like going somewhere else. I just don't know how possible it is for me to be in the same town in the same circle of friends. We got too close for this to be just nothing, and I can do anything but sit and try to make sense out of nonsense. This is it, and man, this can ( Read more... ) -
suck it, work days!
THIS is what I need. A goddamn day off, a day where I don't have to do anything for anyone. I slept late, watched SLC Punk, took a shower where I didn't even bathe, just stood in the hot water till it got not-hot, set up the new wii, practiced kung fu moves, and now I'm thinking about going over to my parents' empty apartment to have a bath ( Read more... ) -
make it stop.
I worked too hard, partied too hard, slept too little, and my body is through with the bullshit (for a day). Not going to work tomorrow, just sleeping all day. I wish I lived closer to people, it would be swell, if say, Dan wanted to make me soup, which I bet he would. Last night he made burritos for my birthday and had a bunch of people over. We ( Read more... ) -
happy bday to meee
For my birthday, I would like
1 Dan with a big red bow on his head
1 girlfriend of Dan to disappear off the face of the earth (actually, just going back to Scotland would be good)
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and then Dave finally asks me out on a date too.
this craziness is short-lived, for real. I can't get used to what's surely a soon-to-burst bubble. -
je suis petit, je suis cruel
The perpetual feeling of flattery is still foreign and trippy, but feels empty when I can't say what I feel, be with who I want to be with.. even as friends. I think Jack asked me out on a date. I think I agreed, though that's not a good idea. Last night I met Dan's girl, and she is awesome . I wanted to hide under a giant rock, and almost left, ( Read more... ) -
oh Whoa! Jeesh, look at the time! Still got to brush my teeth, feed the hog, still got those bills..
It's winter solstice, and I'm hanging by myself at my place.. I was just at Dan's with him & Dave. girlfriend was supposed to be there, I was all set to meet her and she didn't show up. I had gotten a call from Dan this afternoon to come by tonight for some venison chili that he & Dave were throwing together. I told him I wasn't going to eat it but ( Read more... )