taking it all back

Jan 03, 2004 21:05

i'm home again!

(sara,
    thanks for being my
                personal bartender!)



all the things i need and want to change/do.

1. Be able to look in the mirror and be happy with what I see.
2. Leave my house three times a week, at least once with friends.
3. Focus more on the good parts of my past, and less on the bad.
4. Get my diploma.
5. Get another job and do well at it.
6. Let go.
7. Learn how to use a lawn mower.
8. Learn how to drive.
  8.1. Get my G1
  8.2. Get my G2
9. Learn Spanish.
10. Give back.
11. Smile more.
12. Give more hugs.
13. Read more.
14. Cuss less.
15. Take more, and better quality pictures.
16. Go a week without talking on the computer, voluntarily.
17. Do something for myself without feeling selfish or feeling regretful.
18. Stand up for myself.
19. Stop letting people who mean nothing to me intimidate me.
20. Stop getting so upset/ afraid of things I cannot control or change
21. Take up a new hobby, and enjoy it.
22. Realize that perfection is non-existent and stop striving for it.
23. Be myself. No masks. No facades.
24. Meet new people.
25. Follow my heart.
26. Go exploring/on adventures.
27. Look forward to the future.
28. Stop allowing myself to be unhappy because of something someone else did or said.
29. Broaden my horizons.
30. Be braver.
31. Sleep less, live more.
32. Find out who I really am.
33. Write more often.
34. Believe in fairy tales again.
35. Be the bigger person.
36. Understand that it's okay to cry when I need to.
  36.1. Quit saying "I feel like such a girl" when I do cry.
37. Allow myself to be there for everyone.
38. Defend my beliefs.
39. Quit comparing myself to other people.
40. Dream.
41. Invent.
42. Refuse to let anyone make me feel less than I am.
43. Realize I'm not second best.
44. Love with my whole heart.
45. Learn to handle rejection.
46. Exercise more.
47. Quit holding myself back.
48. Don't let second guessing control me.
49. Learn to use my thoughts constructively.
50. Stop caring so much about what people think.
51. Learn how to be dependent but still remain independent.
52. Make-out in the rain.
53. Make-out in the snow.
54. Make myself proud.
55. Learn not to hold my breath.
56. Get a tattoo.
57. Get out of my comfort zone.
58. Start a conversation with a random person.
59. STOP RUBBING MY EYEBROWS WHEN I'M NERVOUS.
60. Look people in the eye when I talk to them.

i don't usually partake in new years resolutions. "i need to lose weight in 365 days" doesn't really do it for me.

this list is just a reminder of things about myself i need to change.
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