I want someone to love me in a romeo juliet sort of way, well not really but u noe what i mean all that star crossed lover thing minus the family fueds, suicides and over mushy confessions of love ( Read more... )

i think, in his memorial today it was hard. In fact i know it was hard. I'd lie to say i haven't cried like that in a while, lets just say i haven't cried like that in a room full of that many people in awhile ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of people telling me that Khairul's death was for a reason.
Some greater power from above shone down and decided that we needed his
death in order to see what a fucked up country this is. Check that,
what a fucked up world this is...
In case anyone who is reading this isn't aware of whats going on... let
me leave you soem things to read ( Read more... )

It's so much harder then i ever thought it would be ( Read more... )

It's slightly easier to go to school and bury myself.. hide the fact that things hurt. I'm okay its all going to be okay once i can take a break and take some time to think perhaps even do some drawing and writing that isn't school related ( Read more... )

So... I just thought i'd let you know that the bottom line of this journal is that life FUCKING SUCKS.

But then again who am i to talk...?

Many of you who know me may be thinking "She has a 'loving' family, A ( Read more... )

So, i've been up since 6 this morning puking my guts out.. literally. I don't know whats making me feel so sick but i feel like crap. I wanted to sleep in, the whole point of not going into class but that wish is obviously against me ( Read more... )

I've found that as you get older it becomes much easier to deal with people's complete disregard for someone else's existance, well perhaps because as six year we wouldn't have understood that but merely complained about the mean girl that keeps tripping you as you walk home alone.

At one stage in my life i loved being at the parties that seemed as ( Read more... )

I hate this fucking birthday thing, i wanted to have it in Finnegans in Town cause then if it sucked i cld take everyone somewhere else, but my mums gone and been and uncommunicative cow and sorted all sorts of bullshit out. Now its in Finnegans 2.. which i don't think is so great......

I HATE ORGANISING BIRTHDAYS!

so, i've nothing to do but sit and procrastinate the day away ( Read more... )