I might have a job at a cleaner world on guilford college. I have to go in for an interview sometime this week. Im not getting my hopes up quite yet. We will see how it goes.

Brian is coming tonight and we are going out to eat. I havent seen him all weekend. Im excited. <3 ( Read more... )

6 months today. <3

Hurry back from Pennsylvania my love.

For now I'll just push my feelings aside,
not to worry it'll be alright.
Now I'll just rest from the world that is here,
and what it has for me.

We'll find our own way out,
so take my hand...
Decide our own way,
just you and me now.

Now turn and look at me.
Its alright I know everything's okay,
While you're here with me.

My mind has been racing the past couple of months. Thinking about the people in my life, and the people who were in my life but aren't anymore. I also think about where I will be after college, what kind of job I will have, if I will still have the same friends, will I still be in the same relationship, will I be making money... I don't know about ( Read more... )

6 months on Sunday. <3

Time has flown by...

Ok so I have been taking test for the past couple weeks in all my classes. And my first test was in Earth Science. I studied all day and then more that night and more in the morning and got back my grade and it was a 40. Well it seemed to me that I must be an idiot or something because there is no way in hell that I studied that much and didn't at ( Read more... )

take this heart of darkness
I give it all...
and all the emptyness
I feel at all...

the times that I feel nothing
you bring me love.

and so I can live for something
you lift me up.

and always bad dreams
I wake up to the light.

and when I cant see
I wake up to your eyes.

I got a call tonight from someone that made me think about my past. Let's just say that I'm glad to be where I am today and have the people in my life that I do. I couldn't ask for anything more. "The only people you need in your life are the people who need you in theirs."<3

I have been filled with empty promises,
...but now they're all gone.

Well this week is stressful, and I have a twitch on my right eye again. I have two tests this week, Earth Science and Calculus. Earth Science was yesterday and Calculus is tomorrow. I get scared when it's the first tests because I dont know what to expect. Next Tuesday is my first Accounting test. School is stressful ( Read more... )

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