my life is amazing... i have so much to think about it hurts. i need to escape.. to leave this place. my heart and brain hurts. I miss my family... its all falling apart, we barely even talk anymore. I want a relationship with my dad, that would be different but so nice. why doesnt he like me? i feel scared and alone right now. fuck the ( Read more... )

so today is cleaning day.. sweet! my weekend was amazing. friday was awesome, I went to some party with des, sarah and logie and got real fucked up.. during that time we went to monroe!?!?! to smoke?!?! yeah real wierd but anyways i spilt bong water all over myself and had to wear man pants for about an hour ( Read more... )

i just got a real nice phone call.... it gave me the butterflies. I love that tickling exciting feeling you get when someone makes you happy or feel special. today was amazing but lonely. i spent the day with burn and his dad on Mt Rainier. we saw some kick ass waterfall, awesome views, and ate some real good grub. It was wierd not seeing my ( Read more... )

AMAZING. what else can i say? these last FIVE days have been amazing. You know fuck the drama and bullshit... fuck the gossip and the rumors... fuck the girls and the boys... I GOT DES! sweet! I am over the mooooooon! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY LIKE EVERYONE ELSE IN THIER HAPPY LJS! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYY ( Read more... )

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so its saturday... last night i was up till 1 trying to get my sisters and two little boys to bed. god i love babysitting ( Read more... )

well today was rather interesting. i had to wake up at 9 to do the dishwasher?! which took 35 minutes might i add, and then slept in till 2 ( Read more... )

why did u change it all around

where do we go from here ( Read more... )

other than the drama i went through once i got home... last night... was AMAZING ( Read more... )