While the tears roll down, cause its the world i know. Cause its the world i know.

[fondestmemories]

I hate what i have become. I rely on others opinions of myself. I degrade myself, and i sell myself for nothing

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[gunslingaaahhh]

why are you being like this right now?

[fondestmemories]

Its a really long story. And its kinad depressing in a few different ways, but i will explain it tonight at bowling.

[judas_priest_x]

:( this makes me incredibly sad
don't ever hate yourself
be happy with yourself :) cheer up pleassseeeeee

[fondestmemories]

Im trying really hard hun, i promise. I like who i am most of the time but theres these times where i cant help but hate who i am. Its wierd to explain, but im trying to be happy. I promise. I love you and i miss you soo much! Everyone is going cosmic bowling tonight and you are more than welcome to come. I hope you can!! Sorry its late notice.... Thank you hun. For just always being there and being you.

[sasukekun23]

You don't need other peoples opinions to base your life off of. Take a few days off of doing anything, just think about what you think of yourself what you want to be, be greedy to yourself for a few days and find out who you really are Steph. Just try and do these things on your own time. Hope everything works out for you.

[fondestmemories]

Ive been trying that for almost 21 years. Hasnt worked yet! haha. I dont base my life on others opinions. Certain opinions just really get to me, and make me think of how im a bad person sometimes, and how i dont fit it, and i just hate when i get like this cause it affects others, and i dont like it. sorry. and thank you.