Just told this guy who like me it wont work between us, he didnt take it well. i already have one person in my life i dont think i could handle two negative people. i have 4 weeks of internshipand i plan to go back to tafe 15 kilos lighter and for that i need alot of discipline and determination. i dont have time for a boy let alone a negative boy ( Read more... )

Omg being super skinny is the new black ( Read more... )

Dear god are we all nuts or is it just me? probably just me! i worked so hard to get away from this what would you call it.. routine?? starve myself all day, eat at dinner and i mean eat hugely then binge it all back up! you wouldn't believe how hard i worked for this freedom i had. and you know what, it all amounts up to nothing... absolutely ( Read more... )

I'm 78. yay i guess, i'm still not happy i don't think i will ever be! my teeth have deteriated from all the purging. i want to be 42 kilos, maybe one day i'll get there.

i can't make this stop anymore, it's controlling me, lord help me. i want control not to be controled. it's to far gone for that now

Why won't this go away... im soo sick of going up and down, up and down... i need to take control of this... i've either gotta give in and go through it all or ask for help... asking is the hardest thing to do... and who the hell do i ask?? god i give up i'm just going to let it ravish my body till it's happy, but it's never happy.....

I GIVE UP

Oh god i can't keep doing this! i'm going to give in! i will i can't take this anymore! i have to many food options i need to eat... no i want to eat it.... mustn't do it.. oh god help me get through this... i don't want to b/p again..

been doing so well.. dont want to eat the food! i dont want to eat the food

God what the hell am i going to do with myself hmmm??? i feel so terrible... i don't remember the last time i even treated myself to something special! i've been a total bitch to myself. I've stopped purging, maybe it's my own way of punishing myself?? i dressed up tonight and felt fantastic! now if only i could see myself as looking fantastic! ( Read more... )

guys we are all in this together... aren't we... when i started on this site i had never heard of Ed-nos and you know what?? most people haven't! It's either Bulimia or Anorexia. Please don't try to stick us all into little boxes because we don't always fit one bit of criteria... i'm not sure what i am anymore... I'll go for days without eating, ( Read more... )

so this is my new ltg


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ok so i have decided that every time i fuck up my fast i will start again the next day.... so if its 4th day and i eat i have to start and do the whole 7 days again! woot!

and i won't let myself stop until i make 7 days