i hate that goddamm school and i want to quit.

and i have lost my way again

someone give me a really good, original idea for a piercing so i can get it and finally be satisfied with myself.
please?

today is my one year anniversary for not doing meth.
yay for me.

i wore red lipstick to school today. red lipstick is nothing out of the ordinary, i wear it all the time. i just didnt realize until today that i hadnt ever worn it at school ( Read more... )

i saw the cure play last night. along with interpool and cursive. i know there were many more wonderful bands there, but unfortunately i was working ( Read more... )

anticipating something unknown and new ( Read more... )

let me just remind you all that there is nothing better than smoking 2 bowls, followed by a cigarette and cold water.
i feel so energized and ready to work.
too bad theres nothing for me to do.
oh well. im stoned.

hmmmmm. im at work. but thats a given. i have nothing to do, so i turn to the always faithful livejournal. thank god ( Read more... )

no matter how hard i try. or how good i think things are going. or how long of a "good-streak" i have.. i eventually fail. or fuck up. you'd think i'd see it coming. you'd think that ive gotten use to this rotating circle, but i guess i havent. i still have a lot of growing up to do, which is the conclusion that ive come to through all of this ( Read more... )