I miss writing in this thing,so I'm going to start back. I should have started this whole thing when I got to college, because. I'm in a much better place versus the whole "oh im 17 and i think i have it so tough" when I've never had it tough. I only have had tough times when I've fucked up and cause myself to be in the middle of a mess ( Read more... )

So it's been like 3 weeks since I started college. I havent been getting crunked off my ass, I havent been overwhelmed with stress. actually, I have realized a lot more about myself and what I like,what I dislike and it's really nice to be in a new place,with new people and really have no boundaries except those i set for myself. sure i'm still ( Read more... )

BluIce587: well me and my parents were talking last night about my friends and both my dad and mom were like we really like meg alot and if she ever needs anything we r here for her ( Read more... )

this weekend just shows that it's all repetitive and now turning extremely boring maybe its just me i just take a look around and want to jump on a midnight train going the flip anywhere thats what it makes me want to do if i wrote out what i really want to say it will just piss off people and i dont want to be a hypocrite because its everywhere in ( Read more... )

sometimes i really dont get me i feel like shit right now i cant explain it ( Read more... )

so baby, lets split tonight,
I got a tank full of gas till light.

Yeah we can drive for miles and milesi do believe this is what they call a change. im just not exactly sure what the reason is for all of this. but i am sure i am quite excited for college. i mean,it's going to be scary but high school,anxiety and jitters will all fade away and by ( Read more... )

I have made a mess ( Read more... )

I don't care anymore

bullshit,it is all bullshit

i still have zero motivation towards school work ( Read more... )

radioblogs....so great for discovering bands. actually,thats a lie. ive heard this song. (a la oc). but now. now this great thing i like to call the internet and my love for finding free music...has led me to discover more lovely songs.

now. this is the song of the moment

You show your age ( Read more... )